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Sunday, 3 November 2013 | 0 comments

I take this as a opportunity to write a note to my only one. This is like a space that are always open and welcome me to write and express anything that i felt inside me. He wanna know something. He keeps on asking me all day. I really don't know how to tell him, but I'll try. Just to fulfill his wish and make him happy for sure. I love him.
He wants me to describe him. He's describable to me actually. But well, yeah I'm trying to spell out something from my brain.
Ahmad Shamer Arjuna. Hearing his name will make you feel like 'Why his name is so weird?' - weird name means nothing. He just still a human okay? His a man who can't be moved. He was once a stranger in my life, I never thought that we could go this far. Cause i was just admiring him - secretly.
Time flies so much I guess. Now he's somebody in my heart. actually I'm still finding the words to describe my man. Em, okay. Let's begin with his appearance... His handsome. Yeah, no one ever deny it to me so far. He's simple. I love his outfit. Never too much. He always keep it cool. Shirt that fits his body . . Messy hair. I don't know. I love em all. Whatever la kiki. Who cares? Haha.
Okay, English mood fade away now. Nak guna bahasa pasar lah. Hihi. Arjuna? Kalau one day nanti memang dia bukan untuk aku pun, aku redha. Jodoh semua kat tangan Tuhan kan. Just aku harap he's the one that was made for me , for my life. Em , He's perfect? Seriously. NO. No body's perfect in this world. But at least he's true. Thanks eh sayang .. :)
Kalau orang tanya aku, Juna ni jenis macam mana ... Aku takut ah nak bagitau. Takut orang akan sayang dia macam aku sayang dia. Hahaha. Tapi, sebab dia nak tau jugak bagi aku dia ni macamana kan, so sayang, this is specially for you okay?
Juna ni . ... Dia sangat2 sabar. Sabar sangat dengan perangai girlfriend dia yang macam hantu ni. Seriously, sabar gila ah... Jujur aku cakap, aku ramai kawan lelaki yang aku rapat.. And even ada ex-boyfriend aku yang aku rapat, rapat gila sebab parents kenal and ex aku tu faham aku. okay , macam bangang kan aku ni? ada boyfriend tapi still rapat dengan ex. Haha. Cakap la apa pun kat aku , seriously I won't give a fuck. Ex aku tu bestfriend aku. Bertahun dah kawan lepas break. break pun cara baik. so, kawan lah. Lawak kan? whatever lahh. Juna sabar, sabar sangat . kadang aku rasa bersalah .. tapi aku dah set dalam diri aku yang aku takkan tinggal membe sebab boyfriend.. Sorry biy. Tapi aku takkan sesekali samakan cara aku layan boyfriend aku and cara aku layan membe2 aku even rapat mans]a sekalipun.. My boyfriend is someone special for me. I love him.
Okay, next . . Juna determine. Determination dalam diri dia tinggi gilaa... For this thing, biar aku dengan Juna ja tauu.. Sebab dia lah aku kuat.. Emm , aku kuat.. Tapi lagi kuat bila dia selalu ada untuk aku. He's a great defender. A real keeper. Kalau dia nak something tu, dia akan make sure dia dapat jugak benda tuu. Bahaya jugak la dengan dia ni kadang-kadang .. haha . Dia pantang gila kalau orang buat pasal dengan orang yang dia sayang.. Even papa dia sendiri pun cakap macam tuu ..
Another one thing yang aku adore sgt dekat dia sebab sifat berani dia .. Dia jenis berani mati tapi taknak mati. haa , something like that lahhh.. I can say that he's one my kind, and that's make him become my favorite.. BUT, he's braver than me. Hell yeah, I'm so in love with his behavior - i mean this one :D em, dia ajak panjat Gunung Jerai time malam. Well, serious teringin . Hope boleh lah one day nanti.. :)
He's a type that don't really give a fuck bout others. He's quite close to the girls. Jealous? emm, cemburu tanda sayang kan? So, jealous tu ada tapi sikit sangat ah. Sebab aku tahu, cara dia dengan aku lain. Hihi. TAPI, ada la manusia yang memang aku jealous gila, dia ja tahu cukup ah. hahahaha
Sometimes, dia pemalu ... Even dengan orang yang rapat dengan dia... Dia malu bila benda tu ada kaitan dengan aku dengan dia .. Ada la something2 tuu .. haha . Comel ja bila dia segan .. Ada kemaluan jugak rupanya boyfriend aku min .. Opss ! :P
Keras kepala? Sometimes .. Tapi takpa , still aku boleh handle. Sebab dia tak keras kepala dengan aku. .Tapi , dia strict -,- Kalau dia kata NO , tetap NO - penat gak ah nak memujuk. Dah ah aku ni tak reti memujuk . spoil betul ahh . haha
The most important thing bout him is he's a such a loving & caring guy. Aku sakit sikit dia dah risau. Aku merajuk, tuptup dia ada dekat depan rumah. Such a crazy guy T_T but that makes me love him more and more. Okay, can't explain much bout this, takut nanti orang lain pulak jatuh hati senyap-senyap dekat dia. haha
Em , till here i guess. Penat menaip. For my love one la kononnya. :P baca ni mesti dia senyum sorang-sorang. Oh , dia memang gila. Dia gila. Jangan suka dia okay? Biar aku ja suka dia. Adios pipall .

#ps I LOVE YOU AHMAD SHAMER ARJUNA
A little sweet song for you :)

Much love,
kikie

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